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Sunday, August 17, 2008
17 August 2008/ 8/17/2008 04:28:00 PM

So fast today is sunday.. tml is monday - the day i will really start my first driving lesson at SSDC.. kinda of excited but to me i just want to get it over and done with asap.. there seems to have alot of stuff for me to do.. the NIE thingy is making me even more confused now as the admission for NTU does not open until April or May and the interview with the MOE don't know can apply now anot. instructions stated don't seem to have a clear indication. haiz. i don't know whether i am going to change my choice of course. i don't want to wait and wait and wait. by then how old will i be. Plus i want to go for a short holiday but don't seem to have the time.. life sucks now.. then next sunday have the army half marathon which requires me to report back to camp on saturday night to rest well for the run. SIAN!



Haiz... things really look bleaked between me and des.. i know i have been saying these all the time. kinda of sian talking about it. but then this is what i really feel. i seriously don't want to give up a nice-personality gal even tho her behaviour is weird sometimes. all of you will say i am stupid just to wait for her. i know. but certain thing if you don't try you will not know the outcome. she knew that i like her as i had told her. but she treated it nothing is happening at the moment as she said she seriously don't want to be in a relationship and don't know when she is ready. i seriously don't mind wait for her as long as she gives a chance to have this relationship. so for now we just talk normally. ok i fine with it. last month hp bill i over-exceeded alot. dad nt that happy about it. so now i need to change my hp plan to accomodate to the number of sms she sent. this i also fine with it. the most i pay myself. almost every night these few days i had been smsing her and talked to her on the fone. we joked, had much laughter. ytd night she smsed me at 1plus in the morning. i actually asleep already but yet i woke up to reply her, until 3plus when she couldn't take it. is it purely stupidity? love is blind?? just now i sms her. it seems like the conversation is dead. nothing to talk about. or maybe she finds me a damn boring guy already. maybe i really not suitable to have a gf now. maybe she wants to have a bf who can talk to her about anything under the moon. i don't know man.. only she knows. i am wondering where are we heading now. very frustrated now, going to be crazy soon.. haiz....


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