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Sunday, August 24, 2008
24 August 2008/ 8/24/2008 06:15:00 PM
today is the army half marathon. ytd we were told to book in 2200 (8pm). damn sian and we were told to be slping at 9.30pm. but lucky i was able to slp maybe because i was tired from my table tennis games. can see well.. the run was not bad. weather was good though it drizzled awhile before the run. it was damn crowded. can even imagine the situation in my mind when i am going for my full marathon on 7 dec - first ever marathon 42.195km. at the beginning we totally couldn't even start running as everyone was walking after the start line.. sian.. i ran with darrell throughout the 10km. we kept cutting people lanes - actually no lanes la.. everyone was in a unorderly manner hah.. anyway yeah we ran ran then we saw the 6km finishing line then we thought we were about to finish because all the distances different routes i think, ended up still got quite a long way to completion. sian. quite alot of chiobu to see while running. saw 2 crescent gals students if i was not wrong based on their running jersey. they are pretty but too bad couldn't get their numbers like so weird running halfway then asked for numbers is like weird hah. the running route for 10km was like weird also... ran for so long, don't know where was the mid point then out of the sudden there was a U turn at one junction. me and darrell were like "finally!" hah.. the event was also in a mess. very unorganised manner. everyone was like everywhere. we were told to go here and there to gather. after the run, i saw hwee lu. long time didn't see her liao. she didn't change much.. still the same. haiz.. but sadly to say, some people does change - worse or better, is for others to judge.
wednesday went crystal jade to have dinner and drinking with ben at Wala Wala at Holland Village. first time to Wala Wala. watched a live band performing. not bad. the main singer vocal not bad. somemore he was singing all the rock songs. the drummer was good also. didn't know there is alot of people who goes there to chill after a tiring day. shall go there to chill out next time. nice place. didn't drink much because ben drove so could be dangerous. before i went, i told wq about it.. then so happened was ladies nite. wq suggested we shall have a ladies nite to chill. i don't mind. i like such small gathering, sit around with frenz and have a drink.
thursday met the ENYOUTH gal. i thought she was so nice, wanted to intro to me a gal. ended up the lady is her boss. she talked for so long about the foundation of the company, how much one can earn as much as 5K all those. i just nodded my head. don't even give a damn. if everyone can earn 5K so easily by joining them, then everyone will be fighting to join. all these crap just wasted my time. after the meeting, i quickly took a train home. didn't even want to talk to both of them. don't even want to meet them also. clean break contact.
for the past 2 days (fri and sat)(going to be 3 days soon, sunday), my hp was so quiet.. u know why. because she didn't sms. i am ok with it. but then why online also don't want to talk like now? she said i am sensitive. i am fine with it also but as a fren why can't she just talk. maybe she is busy as she said. i also ok with it. i know work is important. need to finish but then after that when she replied is like not in the mood to reply. and then i stop talking, she also. haiz... is like blowing cold and hot towards me. totally different from thursday when we had a long conversation, even joking and trying to solve her laptop problem. seriously don't know what went wrong. think u all also don't understand. gals are unpredictable creatures. think she went to find some other guys to sms and go out. she every night has appointment. i remember she did say one thing.. if i treat her as a fren, she promised that she will go out with me for dinner when she is free.. think it is just empty promises.. from my mouth i will say good for her but in my heart i don't feel in this way. haiz.. seriously i think we have a problem as she mentioned - communication breakdown. i am willing to change but she told me one thing.. to be with someone is not about changing oneself. haiz... maybe try getting to know one of her frenz. her fren already accepted me as a fren. now see whether she will chit chat with me and from there get to know each other well. saw her facebook she is studying at SIM UOL. might be school mates if my application for NIE fails but touchwood*. quite pretty but to me appearance is not important because i not handsome at all. personality wise is very important and hopefully she is a sporty gal so that we can click.
30 august is wq birthday. we are celebrating for her at cafe iguana. will be the four of us celebrating. me, wq, her bf and her. i can't imagine how things will be like based on the situation between me and her. maybe i will be a status, just sit there and drink. drunk also no one gives a damn.
gt one mtv i so happened to come across - quotes that are lovely ones or heart broken ones. it is being made by someone - i don't know who, but anyway she took all the quotes from the coolbuddy.com. can see she is being hurt by some guy. and the song being played in the mtv was also played in the HK serial ON THE FIRST BEAT. nice show. is about 2 buddies can't see each other eye to eye because of some misunderstanding. even though the misunderstanding has been cleared but because one said that he finds the other incompetence enough to be a best policeman. i learnt something from this show. certain things u said to the other party, he or she will remember it for life. like what i did once say to her. even though she didn't say she will remember it but can sense the anger in her which will make her she remember. i don't want to say what i said. anyway some examples are "LOVE, starts with a hug, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear", "i wanted to forget you but i guess i forgot to", "i used to think you cared.. i was wrong", "a man can love a million women but it takes a real man to love a woman a million ways", "u'll never be mine no matter how hard i try. u'll never be mine no matter how hard i cry", "and i'm sorry...sorry for thinking that i ever had a chance"..
now is raining dogs and cats.. how nice it will be, dancing in the rain and wash away all the problems faced. sick or not don't bother. it will be even better if get to dance in the rain with someone u like like nobody business. if it rains until the next morning, it will be so wonderful to see the beautiful rainbow appearing in the sky with someone u like at a beach and after that enjoying a delicious breakfast made by me and then cycle home. i really hope Desiree Gian will be the one that i will enjoy such moment with but then don't think it will ever happen unless miracles happen. haiz... to me, my future gf will be my precious asset which i will protect, cherish and love lots lots besides career being important. can see that royston is emotional now but seriously he is feeling damn depressed now.
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